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unsucessful Posted by: Deborah on February 22, 1999 at 20:50:32: I'm confused. I believe in myself, I'm highly motivated, and skilled in my profession of graphic design, I love what Ido, and I do it because I'm able to do it, I'm artistic, and I catch on quickly to computer graphics, and I took a whole design course to do it 5 years ago. People seem to noty think too much of me. I seem to go thru jobs like toilet paper. I contribute my best, people like it, and then for some weird reason,I'm let go. Tommorrow the company I started working for 3 months ago is having layoffs. I don't think I deserve to go, but the guy who has trained has put me thru so many loops, taking away opportunities the higher up boss gave me. I find that because I'm new I havn't had the nerve to really do much about it, but then again, I've spoken up to him, and let him know my frustration, and how he continually asks me to do a job, changes it midway, and thus, I can't get anything done. He gives me many instructions even though he says to me he isn't my boss, and he manipulates and controls everything away from the advantage of me ever completing something or prooving my competence. I told the boss higher up that he interferes with my projects, but I also said I realize this is a team environment, but why does he do this to me? The boss said to me he was a lead co-worker, people have complained before, and he told me to get used to it.It doesn't make sense to me. Whenever I'm asked to design something, the guy grabs it all away from me, or constantly finds things wrong, and I even think he has put a bad word for me. I haven't done any wrong, but I feel doomed, and rendered completely useless. So tommorrow when the company holds it's meeting about layoffs, I think I'll be let go, because I'm sure the higher management will yield to his influence, as others have. I feel almost like he's the son of God to the big boss, and the big boss is God, there's some sort of halo on the wrong head, whilst I the true innocent am named as an evil person, and I keep on ge... (truncated) Follow Ups Back to Kickin Brass WWWBoard created by Matt Wright and can be found at Matt's Script Archive WWWBoard 2.0a2b updated by James Kent 05/08/98. |